Jaxons Message Archive

Name: Elder Fennell
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Date: Monday, August 07, 2006

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Love ya buddy ROCK ON !!!!

Name: mike
Email: logan6@mtaonline.net
Date: Saturday, August 05, 2006

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His Dad

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Jaxon, Today I went to our favorite fishing hole. As I landed a bright Silever I thought of you. As the sun came over the mountain I thought of you. As I turned the fish into filets for dinner you were on my mind, so I came to my computer and watched your video. I hope your Mission is going well. miss you, Dad

Name: Lara
Email:
Date: Saturday, July 15, 2006

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a dear friend...

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Dear boy...... well, i'm back at home trying to find a normality here. I was going through some old stuff and finding all these old pictures.....how is it you that made me "lara"??? "......Still dream about you, still think about you, still live for the person you wanted me to be....."

Name: Elder Fennell
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Date: Monday, July 10, 2006

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love ya buddy ROCK ON!!!

Name: Darcy
Email: darcy_avcs@hotmail.com
Date: Thursday, July 06, 2006

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his mom

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His mom

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I tried to write something on your birthday, but no words came to express my feelings. You were very much thought of and missed by many. Your birthday is very important and always will be because that is the day you came into our lives. Each year will be celebration of gratitude, love and memories...and I am sure, tears...just because you are missed. Happy Birthday Jaxon....thanks for sharing 18 years of happiness, laughter, your life and love. Love you son, Mom

Name: Sydney
Email:
Date: Thursday, May 18, 2006

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Old friend from high school

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Hey Jax buddy... For some reason I have been thinking about you alot lately. im living in Minnesota still and have not had the chance to visit my home on Alaska for quite soem time now. I wish I couldhave made it home for your funeral but unfortunately I was not aware of waht happened untill after your funeral. I just want you to know how much I love you and how much I miss your smile. There was always something just so pure about that smile...you could make the saddest person alive feel warm inside with that smile. I miss you Jaxon,you always be in my heart forever. God bless you and your family. love always, Syd

Name: Lindsey
Email: knudie05@gmail.com
Date: Wednesday, May 17, 2006

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HI sweetheart. I just wanted to say I love you!

Name: Elder Fennell
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Date: Monday, May 15, 2006

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Hey Buddy, happy b-day! I called your momma for Mother's day... I'm hope she knows how much you love her. I remember you and Dustin always talking about her and everything that she does for you... I try to tell her those memories, but I know that it dosen't do them any justice.... Today sure is a special day. Love you Jax... you too Darcy!! Thanks for everything... Rock on Buddy, and happy birthday!

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Date: Wednesday, May 10, 2006

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miss you my dear... i'm going home soon and i'll go visit your spot. oxoxox.

Name: Lisa
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Date: Tuesday, May 09, 2006

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Coach's wife

Close Friend

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Hey man, i just got done singing at a funeral for the second time this week. I hardly knew these people, but it gets me anyways cause i'm just thinking of you the whole time. The mission is awesome, you would have had a lot of fun, but i know you still are. See ya when it happens, Stay Classy

Name: Elder Fennell
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Date: Monday, April 17, 2006

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love ya buddt ROCK ON!!!!

Name:
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Date: Monday, April 17, 2006

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Dad

from a hockey team

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I often wonder what all this hockey team stuff is about.....sometimes I can see that it has glimmers of possibilities in the great plan of happiness...and sometimes I get discouraged...thinking that it will all wind up being a big waste of time....but I know that the Lord is using this team to bless peoples lives and I feel blessed to be a part of that....thinking of you Jaxon, thinking of you all....

Name: Sixto A. Barrera
Email: sabarrera@msn.com
Date: Tuesday, April 04, 2006

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My Grnadson.

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you did it again buddy. I just received a nice call from our daughter Sonia. She was feeling discouraged and I related your situation and sent her to alk with you about her concerns as well. God Bless you for your help. We love you and miss you much.

Name: Elder Fennell
Email: fennell@myldsmail.net
Date: Monday, April 03, 2006

From many memories, but one night I watched a girl walk up to the banner with his picture on it and lovingly stroke his face as if she were standing there talking to him....

yahoo

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i miss you lots buddy! it will be great to see you again some day. its great to know you are a in a better place though, it makes things a bit easier. well, i want you to know that i'm still thinking of you! love you bunches!

Name: candice oxnam
Email: n/a
Date: Thursday, March 02, 2006

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high school friends

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Name: Bryce Leishman
Email: bruskie12@hotmail.com
Date: Thursday, March 02, 2006

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friend of the family

He was like my brother and my friend !!

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Just wanted to say hi I have been thinking of you a lot lattly. Love you lots. your the best ROCK ON !!!!!!!!!!

Name: Cassie
Email:
Date: Wednesday, February 22, 2006

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he was my best friend

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Jax.. I miss you. I know you are doing wonderful... the other day I was having a terrible day and I think I felt you hug me.. a wonderufl feeling came over me and I felt as though you were hugging me. I miss that. Thank you. You touched so many peoples lives and you still continue to. I cannot wait to see you. I love you so much. Cass

Name: Adi Mae
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Date: Wednesday, February 22, 2006

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Jaxers. Its been a while since I wrote on here. Although I think of you more than ever. Things here have been a lil rough the past few weeks, but its comforting to just think of you, or see pictures of you around my house. I miss you dearly. All My Love, Adi Mae

Name: Rachel Andersen
Email: rachelnparrish@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, February 21, 2006

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Friend

MSN

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Hi. You have very nice website! Beautiful design.

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i love ya buddy and i cant wait ot see ya ROCK ON!!!!!!

Name: james burkart
Email: burkartj@msu.edu
Date: Friday, January 27, 2006

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teammate

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not forgotten, sorry.

Name: alina
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Date: Thursday, January 26, 2006

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good friends

Lots of things have happened over the course of a year since the accident. Meeting the family of Jaxon was the most amazing week I have ever had. I have learned over this past year that people who you are there for sometimes move on and lead on with there own lives. This has been the hardest thing for me to accept. Slowly though I am coming to this realization and starting to move on. I wish the best for the Logan family and all of their friends. Rock on Jaxon Rock on

Name: Elder Fennell
Email: fennell@myldsmail.com
Date: Monday, January 23, 2006

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jaxon its been a little over a year i tried not to htink about all days as we worked but when i got home coach beadury had called and left a message for me i really cant believe its bee na year i miss you and you personality. i can fell your presence more around me scence ive been out on my mission i can still remember that night like it was yesterday right before you died you gave me the rock on and about 30 seconds later i looked over as you dove for that puck it was you last assist. my dad wrote me and said that he went on a snowmachineing trip with the priest i still remember that last trip we went on. he just said that after we left noone else could ride like us. we were riding buddyies and noone will ever be able to fill your spot as my fishin buddy,riding buddy, rally buddy all of em.i miss you and i cat wait to see ya again love ya buddy ROCK ON

Name: Julie
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Date: Sunday, January 22, 2006

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General Manager of Icecat Hockey

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Jaxon, The Icecats played San Jose (at their rink) on the anniversary of your passing. The San Jose team had a nice picture of you and some kind thoughts on the front of their program. Before the national anthem I took the mic and spoke briefly about you and we had a moment of silence. I didn't want to, but I cried as I spoke. I cried as we sang the national anthem. You still touch my life and the lives of our team. We dedicated that game to you (sorry to tell you we lost 5-3), but the guys played hard and were happy to play two strong games against the #1 ranked team. I think you would have been proud of them. Because of your passing, I am still trying to live a better life and tell those I love that I love them. you have made a huge and wonderful impact on my life. Thanks Jaxon.

Name: laura
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Date: Sunday, January 22, 2006

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He bud...well, it's officially a year and a day. i thought about you many times yesterday, i didn't know what to write on here though. i didn't want to think that it had been a year. i was confused about how i could associate this day with you...? because, it was the day we lost you. but today, i realized it was good to think of yesterday as a special time for you. it gives us a chance to talk about you and keep you fresh in our memory! you've helped us so much in the last year. the pain hasn't become less however, slowly it will. i love you and miss you. -LARA

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Date: Saturday, January 21, 2006

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BYU buddies

Practically my cousin

Iknew Jaxon from high school.

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I can still remember Jaxons sweet smile, as he would often wait by my locker to have lunch. I remember he always had his own lunch that his mother had lovingly packed for him. No matter what kind of day I was having a glimpse of Jaxons smile could just ligth up my day. I have never met a more pure hearted and loving kid! I moved to Minnesota our junior year.When I heard the news of Jaxon, I was beyond heartbroken. My heart and prayers go out to Jaxons family and anybody else who had the luck to meet or know him..

Name: Cassie
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Date: Wednesday, January 11, 2006

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Jaxon... I miss you. It has almost been a year and things seem to be getting harder. Why is that? PLease continue to help me be strong. Help me with all the things that are not going right in my life right now. I cannot wait to see you someday. I think about you all the time. I am listening to Leanna Rhymes, probably would'nt be this way.. I never listen to it because I can't stop balling when I do. I wish I could have said goodbye Jax. I remember our last memories. Spending New years together. Going to the Hockey game.. who knew it would be the last time I would get to feel your hand in mine and your wonderful hugs. I was in the bahamas over Christmas with my boyfriend and his family.. don't worry he treats me good. I would look out on the calm waters and it was so peaceful and gorgeous and you would come to my mind... the beauiful sunset would be a bright pink and I would remember when you would call me or come over whenever the sky was pink so that we could see it together.. you knew how much joy the beauty of it brought to me. I loved that about you Jax. You always put me before you I love you so much Jaxon.

Name: MollyJo Mead
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Date: Tuesday, January 10, 2006

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Jaxon was like my brother and my friend !!

I go to UVSC

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Name: Laur
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Date: Sunday, January 01, 2006

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My dear friend... well today is January 1st. I can't believe it's been two years since graduation now. It seems like yesterday we were nervous freshmen. I'm 20 today, I wish we could've celebrated together. It's lovely to be with my family though. The other night I told your story to a new friends who has become very close this year. He was amazed and said he wished he could've known you...you're a hero to me. Your compassion and love for people was like none I've ever known. I love you and think about you every day....at least you aren't missing out on the snow down here. cause...hatcher's doesn't even have anything ;)

Name: MIchael
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Date: Saturday, December 31, 2005

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i mean mondays instead of sundays. haha, like my good editing job. i saw this cool looking turtle in the store the other day. it reminded me of you.

Name: kristine
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Date: Tuesday, December 06, 2005

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friend

My best friend Lizzy Perkins

He is practicaly my little bro!

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Name: jacob
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Date: Thursday, November 24, 2005

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Hey sweetheart, I was at church today and wearing my jacket. Someone stopped me and asked me what my "#11, rock on" patch meant. They said that they have seen the #11 around a lot but didn't know what it represented. I was so grateful to be able to talk of you. Thanks for being with me, thanks for all you do. There have been many memories of you lately, and many more to come I'm sure. I'm grateful for that. I love you buddy, thanks for everything.

Name: Lisa
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Date: Wednesday, November 16, 2005

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Well, recently through Ron's eyes...

Mom

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Hey Jax-man ~ a friend gave us a some cd's that have the radio coverage of several of your hockey games from high school. Your dad spent a couple of hours just listening to them. I know that he was remembering every play that you were a part of because I don't think he missed one game. He loved watching you play hockey...we both did. He loved the hours he spent with the team and for the team as he served as the President of the Palmer Hockey Booster Club all during your highschool years. He loved being a part of the hockey association because it gave him time with you. And I know Jax, that it meant a lot to your dad that you told him you really appreciated him being there. Your attitude or your behavior never changed just because your father was present. You were real around everyone...no facade. When your dad came to bed last night...tears came. He misses you. There are no regrets all of the friday nights we spent standing at the corner of the ice rink cheering you on; there are no regrets the early morning practices we drove you to at 5:30 a.m, before you got your license; there are no regrets...only gratitude that your last year with us was filled with being together and supporting you in your sports, singing and church activities. I guess thats what makes it harder though...there are so many things that bring back memories. I saw the Northern Lights the other night. It reminded me of the night we were coming home from hockey practice. The Northern Lights were brillant red that night and they danced all over the sky. You and I turned off a side road and parked the car. We both got out and just watched them for several minutes. We both were in awe of nature's light show. A moment shared together and another memory to be remembered. So many memories...they bring tears, laughter and hope for a future reunion. Love your mom

Name: Janna Kemper
Email: jdkemper@msn.com
Date: Monday, November 07, 2005

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I became friends with him...threw my lil sis who was close to him

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Jaxon as long as I could remember ALWAYS had a smile on his face...even if he was having a rough day...you would never of know it! He was always putting everyone else before himself...you could tell he loved his family and friends with all his heart. I am greatful for the chance I had to meet such a remarkable person....I have a pic. of him and my lil sis on my desk at work so I will never forget and what he stood for! I miss you Jaxon!

Name: Chris Peterson
Email: cmmiller4@iwon.com
Date: Sunday, November 06, 2005

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I didn't know Jaxon, but I am a hockey fan, and I want give my condolences to Jaxon's family, his friends and his team.

Name: Bryce Randle
Email: bryce.randle@gmail.com
Date: Friday, November 04, 2005

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Hockey writer/fan.

teammate

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semper fidelis

Name: Cassie
Email:
Date: Tuesday, October 25, 2005

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best friend

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Jaxon... I ma so sorry I have not written in so long. I just can't really do it. It hit me hard just 3 weeks ago that your gone. Depression hit me hard, and I prayed and prayed and God slowly but surely took it away. I miss you so much and everything I do and see reminds me of you. I just wish I could see you one last time Jax. I have finally moved on but every night when I go to sleep I hear your voice.. I remember our late night phone calls we would talk for hours just to hears each other's voices. I want to thank you for touching my life just like you touched everyone you came in contact with. There is a song by Leanna Rhymes that makes me cry every time I hear it. It even says your name in it.. and its called I probably would'nt be this way. The song is so right, I would not be who or what I am today if it was not for you. I am going home to ak to visit for just 3 days. I got a little time of work. I will definently be making trips to your grave to talk to you. I think I will be able to make it through a sentence now without crying. I would love to visit your folks, but I honestly don't know if I can yet... I would probably make things harder especially since I would cry.. silly me. I found a great church here in reno.. I love it and am enjoying all of the wonderful things that God is showing me in life. Jaxon Thank you for loving me that way you did.. there were so many things I did not understand when you were here on earth but now that you are gone I understand them all and I have come to appreciate them so much. Give me a hug every once in a while if you get a chance.. I know your busy doing Gods work..I miss you more than you know and I love you for forever and always. Cass.

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Date: Tuesday, October 25, 2005

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hey jaxon....i've been thinking about you a lot lately as i will hear songs that will remind me of you. Especially when i hear songs that we sang in choir together....your influence is still very alive in the peoples lives that you touched and i can definetly say that it is alive in my life. Thank you for inspiring so many as we continue to live our lives...your are greatly missed and i cant wait until we meet once again...keep smiling and doing your amazing work jaxon...rock on!

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Date: Monday, October 24, 2005

I am the Icecat Hockey General Manager.

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Jaxon, Although I don't share my emotions easily, today I feel compelled to share my sorrow publicly. I have missed you, quietly and privately, since the day you left us. Tears fill my eyes and stream down my cheeks every time we start a game and sing the national anthem and I look up at your banner. I think of you daily. I miss your smile and contagious, happy attitude. You are and always will be an inspiration to me. I try to be the best person I can b/c someday I would like to be where you are. I live life with more passion and enthusiasm and try to fill my days with happiness. I let those I love know it, b/c I never know when lives will be taken from us. The team misses you, Jaxon. It is still very painful for them to talk about what happened. But I know that they miss you and love you. We can't wait to see you again some day. It will be a happy reunion. Julie

Name: Tiffany Jensen
Email: dancegirl
Date: Saturday, October 08, 2005

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hey was my favoritst cuzin!!!!!!!!

I Was A Bus Driver For the teme

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Name: Darcy
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Date: Monday, October 03, 2005

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Mom

Newtie's Dad

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I met Jaxon at Ryan's apartment last fall before a hockey game when we prepared a lasagna dinner for the team. Ryan introduced him with a big smile, "Mom and Dad this is my best friend Jaxon, from Alaska!" Jaxon had that great smile everyone talks about and was polite with an excitement in his eye. He loved the meal and thanked Patti and I a couple times. I believe he had three huge pieces of the vegitarin lasagna. I remember thinking he's not a big kid but, he can put the food away. Little did I know in October how huge Jaxon was to so many and especially my son, Ryan. I have read this web site many times in fact a friend of mine and Ryan's helped set it up so many months ago. It is a wonderful site, made so by Jaxon and all those who have known and loved him and his influence in their lives. It is a testimony to the truthfulness of the gospel and the unconditional love our savior has for all of us and for Jaxon. Over and over love is expressed to all who knew him or were touched by him. Mike and Darcy's comments are always perfect, reflecting their love, faith and hope as they deal daily with his loss to them, their immediate family and to that large adopted family of all of us who were touched by their son, brother Jaxon. Tears and that lump in the throat come often along with the joy and affirmation of the brotherly love expressed by everyone who writes on this site. It is a fitting living site to honor the life of Jaxon but, also a testimony of the gospel he believes in and his family has always believed in and made him the man he was and is today. Well done, Jaxon, Well done Logan's!! I probably should have written sooner, this is going to be long. Sorry... I often think of the moments in life that change it forever when I think of that night waiting for Ryan to call and let me know how the game went. Only to get the call and the sound of my son sobbing uncontrolably for the loss of his best friend, his hope that Jaxon would be ok but, then to loose him.Then Coach came on the phone and said Ryan was taking it hard but, he would be ok and they would be together as a team through this. In the hours that passed and the calls through out the night, Ryan was able to process with his teamates, Coach and Icecat family his grief into a direction of strength and conviction of the truthfulness of the gospel. In one of our conversations late that night Ryan, said Dad, Jaxon was so good, he was turning in his mission papers on May 14th his birthday we were going to do it together, now we can't. I had always known Ryan would serve a mission but, that was the first time he directly told me he was really thinking that way and had made the decision. Jaxon and their friendship was that final influence to put Ryan solidly on that course. Patti and I will always be thankful for that influence from Jaxon and his family. Ryan left Minnesota quickly after he graduated from H.S., suprising both Patti and I. Later, he told me Dad I had to leave, I loved home and my friends but, if I would have stayed I would have grown further from the gospel, I had to go to BYU and be around members who would help me, be friends in the gospel and love the game of hockey. I believe like many who have written on these pages that Jaxon and Ryan were soul mates who reunited on a sheet of ice with a passion for the game,life and the gospel to be friends for ever. The Newton's love the Logans and Jaxon and the power of the Lord's love which have brought us together. Ryan sends his love, his visa went through last Thursday, he is now in Leon, Mexico. This will have been his first Sunday there, we wait to see how the mail will work and if he will have e mail. Can't wait to tell him he might be able to visit this site if the Mission President will let him. Pray for him, he loves you all and he has a supply of "no.11's" and the "CTR" ring to unite another earthly mission with Jaxon's Mission in the Spirt World. Jake, way to go I am proud of you Ryan is proud of you, can't wait to see where you will be going. For those of you who have read this long entry thanks for listening and sharing the Lord's love and influence through Jaxon's life. Since Ryan can't write here yet, I will close with a message from him. Git R Done..Love ya bro...o ya Rock on Bud!!

Name: Kristine
Email: im2cute85@hotmail.com
Date: Sunday, September 25, 2005

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Hey Jax, I told this story last night at the dinner table and everyone laughed their tails off... They said I needed to put it on here for everyone to enjoy. So here is to the laughter of your family and friends. And I'm sure the memory will bring smiles to your face as well..... Remember when we were on the road and you lost your mouthpiece... or never brought it to begin with? The best I could offer was a boil and bite mouthpiece out of the proshop there at the po-dunk rink. So we bought it for some outrageous price and I then went on the hunt for hot water so we could form it. And can you believe that the only hot water in the entire rink was in the crock pot at the concession stand with hot dogs in it!! So... we got a cup of "hot dog water" and formed the mouth piece. I will never forget your face as you put in that hotdog flavored mouth piece. Then when I told you to bite down and press it against your teeth and gums and then suck to help seal it to your teeth!! I thought you were going to die!! It was a horrible experiance I'm sure. The best part of it all is that you lost your mouthpiece during the game and we had to do the entire thing over again!! hahahaha Hot dog water x 2!! I thought you were going to cry when I showed up with another mouthpiece and another yummy cup of hot dog water... Love you tons Jax. Thanks for the memories!

Name: Andrea
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Date: Wednesday, September 07, 2005

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Hey Jax...you've been on my mind a lot lately. Everything that we ever talked about keeps running through my head. I come here a lot but its been a while since i have been able to write you. I miss you, Jax. I miss you so much. Lee is getting baptzed on September 10th and i am so excited! Thank you for your amazing example to all of us...we will forever be in your debt for everything you taught us. I love you!

Name: Liz Schultz
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Date: Thursday, August 25, 2005

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I only know of Jaxon through UNC

His mom

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Well I now have a beautiful bench beside your rock garden. The Harmon's met us there for family Home Evening ~ and laid the cement slab and then placed the bench on top ~ so I can go and just sit there. Sometimes I know you are there with me. I can tell because I feel this peace that I have never felt before. I miss you and I think that is the hardest emotion to have to deal with because there is uncertainty how long it will be before I see you again, yet, I know that day will come. I love you. Mom

Name: Adi Mae
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Date: Wednesday, August 17, 2005

My prayers are with you! Your son sounds wonderful and much like my own. I pray you feel God's arms around you when you wish to feel your arms around your son. This is a wonderful web site. God's blessings be with your entire family. Dianna Smith Medford, Oregon

Name: Michael
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Date: Monday, August 08, 2005

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His Dad

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Jacon, As I think about the last time I saw you play hockey, I really was thrilled to see you on the ice. You were playing a team that was a must win for you to advance to the Division II tournament. They were two places ahead of you in the standings and had home ice advantage. As we sat in the stands in San Jose I saw the tide of two games change as your line took the ice and did your job. It was a pleasure to watch you make those crutial hits and deeks as you took the puck to the net. The drive which you took on the ice was contageous and it paid off, as your team took home the points from a winning series. What ever you are up to today I know you are doing it with the same drive and enthusiasm. Dad

Name: Michael
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Date: Sunday, August 07, 2005

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His Friend and Father

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Well Jaxon, Great news; Jacob is having his 19th birthday today Monday the 8th. He is going to be ordained soon and is on top of his game. He is doing so well, working hard on the lawns and his young single adult activity. We are proud of him. He is putting in his mission papers soon. I think there is an issue with the dentist and some unwise wisdom teeth. Anyway, all is well the fish are biting and soooo.. are the bugs. Until we meet again, tight lines. Dad

Name: Sara
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Date: Sunday, August 07, 2005

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Hey Sweetie... last night I gave away UVSC's #11. At first I didn't even want to let anyone wear #11... it's yours. Then a few months ago Ryan talked to me about it and we decided you would want it worn. So I conceeded and we are going to suit a #11. Last night it was chosen by a young man who will do it justice. He ia great guy with lots of heart and tons of skill. When ever I think about him wearing it my heart softens and I know it was meant to be. Love you tons sweetie... #11 will always be #1 in my heart. (cheesy but true...) Thanks for everything!!!

Name: betty voris
Email: bpvoris@msn.com
Date: Sunday, August 07, 2005

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My son-in-law was his hockey coach

He is my son

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Jaxon, Today, the last of our summer company left. Wow what a summer. This was the first summer every person who said they were coming, came. We had great times on the river and in the woods and mountains. We filled the chest freezer twice with salmon and have sent 9 full coolers off to be consumed this winter by your friends. We have lots to do to get ready for winter and are looking forward to some down time. I think about October we will have all the projects done. Your family is doing pretty well as we move through some of your most fun times of year. We look forward to getting a fishing report from where ever you are. We are getting letters from your friends who are now on missions. Jake is getting his papers in and should be ready by snow fall. I know you are serving faithfully your spirit mission. I was having what we call a "Jaxon Moment" so I went to your site and thought I would bring it up to speed. Oh by the way, there are alot of "Rock-On #11" patches on the inside of Elders suit coats and on their carry bags. They are bringing your friends together in places such as the MTC. I am sure your story will be told all over the world to help people find their savior. Tight lines buddy, ROCK ON # 11. Dad

Name: jacob
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Date: Sunday, July 31, 2005

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jaxon im flyin high bud. miss ya tons cant wait to see ya love ya bud ROCK ON

Name: Darcy
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Date: Saturday, July 30, 2005

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His mom

Didn't know personally, but am a fellow hockey player myself at Gonzaga University in Washington

His Grandma

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Just checkin' in to see how Jax/friends and family are doing..

Name: Ryan Newton
Email: Newtie017@hotmail.com
Date: Wednesday, July 13, 2005

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icecats, we bacame best buds

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Hey Jaxon- well, I just got home from visiting your family in Alaska. Man was it amazing. (Even though I didn’t even last 24 hours before I ended up in the ER, I’m sure you were just laughing up a storm when you saw that spill). But I do see why you love Alaska so much, with the Mountains, the trees, the rivers, and the wild life, no one could ask for anything more in this life. I love your family so much; they were so good to me while I was up there,and i hope this past week was just as good for them as it was for me. While I was there your brother took us down to Seward to the Sea Life Center, which was really fun. We got to see a little bit of the aquatic life that is around Alaska, and then we took a little tour of the harbor and looked at all the boats. The next day we went over to the Klutina River and did some fishing which was just amazing, and I actually managed to catch 2 reds, (well 1 ½, one was pretty small). I was also able to visit your resting place with Sara and your family, and even though it was hard at first I really enjoyed it. What your mother has done with the garden, and with what your family has planned for the rest of your plot I know its just going to be beautiful and it will be a place where people can go to relax and think of the good times that they have had with you. Thanks so much for the opportunity of getting to know you this past year, I know we didn’t have much time together but I’m glad we used that time to get to know each other and build a friendship, that I know will last for all eternity. Thanks for bringing Jake and the rest of your family into my life as well. I love them with all my heart, and I can’t wait until Jake and I can sit back and talk about all of the great experiences we had while on our missions. Its exactly a week before I go into the MTC, and even though I’m a little scared, and nervous I know that its right, and its for me, and that you’ll be right there by my side through the thick and the thin. I feel closer to you then I have for the past few months, thanks for everything. GIT R DONE Love ya bro… o ya ROCK ON BUD!!

Name: Jonathan Fallik
Email: jonathan.fallik@colorado.edu
Date: Friday, July 08, 2005

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I never knew Jaxon, but I am friends with Kenny Strine, and was told about this website.

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Date: Friday, July 08, 2005

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I didn't know him personally

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I never knew Jaxon personally, but I always saw him around school. His smile is what I'll always remember, it lit up everyone around him. I'm sure he is greatly missed, and I feel saddened each time I think about the loss the Logan family has experienced.

Name: Kenny Strine
Email: stri5104@blue.unco.edu
Date: Wednesday, July 06, 2005

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played against him

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Hey whats up Jaxon. Today at work the first thing I did was pick up my ear plugs, the same ones that Jake put on your grave site. It reminded me of you and Jake working in lawn care. It's weird we do the same kind of work.

Name: Adi Mae
Email:
Date: Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Good friend

Coach's wife

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The new team is starting to come on. The Application is done, approval expected within hours. I am typing at 1 hour past 5 months, I spent some time remembering you on that 5 month anniversary as I made a tab on the new teams website honoring you. You see, know matter where we go, no matter where Matt coaches, you will always be with him. He will always remember you. Your sacrifices on and off the ice will never be forgotten in this house. Take care of duecie please, she was one special grandpup.

Name: Nessa Voigt
Email: nessa_voigt@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, June 21, 2005

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Good Friend

Mom

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Jaxon, It seems everytime I find myself having a rough day, or maybe just a bad moment I think "If Jax was here he could cheer me up." But you arent, So I should learn to cheer myself up right? I am headed off to ol' Las Vegas this memorial weekend, and am very excited about it. Jake left some boxes here of your stuff when he left home to AK, like your tennis shoes, some books, some papers from school that you wrote, They sit on one of my shelves and everytime I walk by I stop just to look at Jaxon's messy handwritting. It always made me smile in seminary how we would tease haylee may about her handwritting and then we would look at each other and then down and your paper and before I could say something you would start to laugh. I miss those days, I miss Alaska, I miss driving down fishook racing to get home, I miss thinking how ugly can this place be, just to realize it doesnt get any prettier than AK, I miss you. I have you in a frame on my desk at work, so I get a lil bit of heaven everyday just by lookin at your smile kiddo. I know, I know you would be saying "Im not a KIDDO, im older than you Adi Mae." I love you smalls, keep up the good work, and keep truckin till I see ya again. All my love~Adi Mae XoXoXoXo

Name: Laura
Email:
Date: Thursday, May 26, 2005

I Love you buddy...ROCK ON

Name: jacob
Email:
Date: Thursday, May 19, 2005

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my best friend and liek a brother to me

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jaxon jaxon jaxon i know its been a while sence i wrote you but you know how busy this time of year is last week i worked every day from 7am till 9 pm its been crazy. i miss you tons i have memories of you all over the valley and its really hard to work. last week i saw 2 boys on a king quad and its braught me to tears.at least we were the only 2 kids who ride kings quads a little harder than they should be ridden. i think of you every day i always think that your presence is a round me so im always kinda swinging at nothing just in case youre around ive gotten some really weird looks.hahaha. going fishing next next weekend it just wont be the same with out you." fish on ive got a fish on my line in the water holy snikies" i love you buddy ROCK ON

Name: Adi Mae
Email:
Date: Thursday, May 19, 2005

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HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JAXON KENT LOGAN!!! Miss you bud!

Name: Sara
Email:
Date: Saturday, May 14, 2005

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Happy Birthday my sweet Jax. Today many of us have gone to the temple with you in our hearts. I am so grateful for the opportunity to feel close to you and others that love you so dearly. I find such comfort in the knowledge of the gospel. Today as I was reading in the scriptures I found a touching passage in Ephesians. I found such peace as I read "For this cause I bow my knees unto the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. .. That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love, May be able to comprehend...the love of Christ." I know Christ loves me, I know he adores you, I know he cherishes us all; this is what makes each day a little easier. Your memory makes me smile, stories of you make each day brighter. Thanks so much Jax. Thanks for your light in our lives. Have fun up there; I know your smiling down on us.

Name: Tina
Email: skibigak@aol.com
Date: Saturday, May 14, 2005

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His other big sis

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Jaxon, This is the first time I have been able to share my thoughts, feelings and stories on this site. It has been difficult for me to express all that I feel. I have never had a challenge in life more intense as this. Everyday I talk to you and everyday I find myself pondering the millions of memories I have with my "other family" (You, Chauri, CJ, Dustin, Mom & Dad and now Jeff, Melinda, and ALL those HANDSOME nephews). I remember at Christmas you told me, CJ & Chauri~You would probably be the one to have a girl~ You being the last child~and she would be your last child! What I want to say to you today is...Happy birthday buddy! It's funny how we go through life and celebrate these b-days and have parties and do all these things. But, today will be different from the previous years~we will be reflecting on what your life was really about and what you are doing today. As your family members gather to go through the Temple and do what it states in 2 kings 2:15~My thoughts and prayers are with you and them. I know that special day will come for me and I know when I start my class~again~you will be there~again. I sure miss you! I will be going home to do some fishing after this contract. I was looking so forward to fishing with you and the family this summer. One thing I will miss is you saying "set the hook! Tina, set the hook...Tina!" Of course, with that cute little smile! Jax, I could go on forever about the many memories I have and the wonderful example your family has been to me and my children. To the whole Logan Family thanks for "The Dance"~I Love You Guys. Jax, I know dealth is part of life. It is an essential element of God's plan of progression and happiness for his beloved sons and daughters. Death is the gateway to immortality and eternal life. The last three and a half months have been hard and I have been praying, reading and searching for answers. I read in one of my books~We can't fully appreciate joyful reunions later without tearful separations now. The only way to take sorrow out of dealth is to take love out of life. I Love You Jax and I will see you in the Spirit World!

Name: Lara
Email:
Date: Saturday, May 14, 2005

oops typo in my last post, i meant to type "lift my arms" not "lift man arms".

Name: "hetha"
Email:
Date: Wednesday, May 11, 2005

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friend

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jaxon...i had this dream about you last night! i walked into this room, adi, keith, hal, and you were all sitting at this table talking and i was so suprised to see you and so happy. i noticed adi, keith and hal all had tears in their eyes but they were smiling. we were all so happy to see you and just wished you could stay. i ran up to you and gave you a hug and just completely lost it i was crying so hard, but you had me kneel down and you had me lift man arms into the air and you touched my hands with yours and told me to close my eyes and you said, "it's going to be ok, i promise" and with that you proceeded with "heavenly father bless heather..." and you said more after that but i don't remember what it was that you said, all i know and am sure of is you were in my dream and you said a blessing for me. thank you so much for that blessing jaxon. i know you are watching over so many people right now, and it really meant a lot to me to have had you visit adi, keith, hal and i in my dream the way you did. thank you so much.

Name: Lisa
Email:
Date: Tuesday, May 10, 2005

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Tonight Jaxon, a dear friend joins you....tragic news of the death of the father of Owen and Hopes good friends...Jaxon he was one of the best dads...single...raised his kids so well...he was more like a big brother to the kids that hung out around his house...his own 3 kids are in shock...mine are too...I am for sure...again another good one taken...look for him, really there is none finer...tears in my eyes for the trying...trying to the understand loss...loss in all it's intricacies...the loss just gets soooo hard...but in church Sunday I heard that great growth only comes through loss....I pray for all of us to be able to bear these burdens of loss that are placed upon our shoulders...

Name: Darcy
Email:
Date: Sunday, May 08, 2005

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my story, One day i was walking in to town and i saw a guy named hank, he was dressed in a yellow poncho and he told me about this really great hockey player named Jaxon Logan.

Name: Cassie
Email: sparkle_cass@hotmail.com
Date: Monday, May 02, 2005

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i love you buddy ROCK ON

Name: Michael
Email: logan6@mtaonline.net
Date: Wednesday, April 27, 2005

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He is my Son

I am Coach Matt's wife

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Jaxon it was about this time...3 months ago...the second month anniversary seemed like years from when you left, but this 3rd month anniversary came so quickly.... Each time I watch the slide show, in some pictures, I see my family there with yours, I have only known you from this year at BYU hockey, my husband had a special connection with you and your family, that whole Alaska thing going on. The hockey thing going on. He really loves you all. The past few months have been really hard, but never was there a time when I said to myself, "I wish we wouldn't have done this", yeah we could've missed the pain, but we would've missed the dance, and that dance was sure fun for awhile wasn't it! Wow! SJSU, the team had it going on...what a dance...and we were all there together...thanks Jaxon for dancin with us, it was a good one...thanks for smiling on our family...for touching us with your example...I promise to always remember your sacrifice...

Name: jacob
Email:
Date: Thursday, April 21, 2005

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my best friend and like a brother to me

We're his big sisters

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Hey Buddy, We went to the cemetary today. Tina wanted to video tape a bit before she heads back to florida. I hope you liked the flowers and the bugs bunny balloon. We picked pink because we know you are comfortable enough with who you are to have pink flowers on your grave. We talked...and cried...the whole way back into town tonight. Lots of memories. We sure miss you. Blaze came with us, he was so excited to go see his "Uncle Jaxon". It's hard to believe it's been 3 months. Time goes by fast, but not a day goes by that we aren't thinking about you. We are trying to live life to the fullest. We don't want to miss out on anything, and we are all doing our best to be prepared for when we get to be with you again. Love and miss you buddy... your big sisters Cortney and Tina

Name: Lamar Barrera-Pang
Email: lrbpang@gci.net
Date: Tuesday, April 19, 2005

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I'm Jaxon's Auntie

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Okay, I'm going to see if I can be strong and do this, Jaxon, through all the tears and emotions. Not a day hasn't gone by since you left that I don't wish I had a day just with you to get to know you more. You were the quiet one of the Logan family and I just didn't get as close to you as I did your brother and sisters. But, I loved you just the same. And your passing has hit me just as hard. Though I am sad and my heart hurts not only for myself but for your family, I have peace within knowing you are in great care. Thirty-six years ago (April 17th) I lost my mother. I know that my mama is there with you and knowing that comforts me everyday to deal with the loss of her and you. On the lighter-side, you know your Auntie was a "Ham" and if you could just give the "Big Guy" a vocal reference of what a wonderful and charming Auntie Lamar you had, I would really appreciate it. Thanks for all the memories you put into our lives. Love you, Auntie Lamar

Name: jacob
Email:
Date: Monday, April 18, 2005

good friend

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Jax...wow every day I try to stay really busy becuase it gets my mind off things. It sounds kind of bad, but sometimes i think it helps me. However, tonight while I'm sitting here not doing much, everything is rushing through my head. I still dont understand why God chose to take you when He did, but I know you are happy up there and that God does everything for a reason. I wish we could have spent more time together that we got to over the 3 1/2 years we knew eachother, but we both know that our lives were busy with different things, but I do appreciate that time we did get to spend with eachother. You were appreciated by so many and you touched so many people's lives. It is really suprising but you are missed tons. I can not wait to see you again, it will be awesome, but I'm glad to know you are the greatest of hands you can be in. I had a dream about you, ummm, about 2 weeks ago, and it was so real. Well, I miss you kid! The tears are beginning to roll down my cheeks now so I think that i should go. Love ya lots and it will be extreamily exciting to see you again. Thank you for being such an awesome friend and thank you for that last conversation we had that night. Love you!

Name: Sixto A. Barrera
Email: sabarrera@msn.com
Date: Saturday, April 16, 2005

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My grandson.

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jaxon thanx for everyhting you gave me in life and all the good advise i love you buddy ROCK ON

Name: Cassie Hejl
Email: sparkle_cass@hotmail.com
Date: Sunday, April 10, 2005

BYU buddies!

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Jaxon, I have some good news for you...I learned to skate! The truth is I'm terrible, but Jake took me out on the ice last night and taught me how. It was so fun, we talked about you...Jake told me he had the best teacher when he learned how to skate...I'm sure you were a great teacher here and continue to be while doing the Lord's work. Thanks for being the link between all of us girls and Jake...we all miss you, we all love you. -Steph

Name: Cassie Hejl
Email:
Date: Saturday, April 09, 2005

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Hes my best friend and I was his girlfriend through high school.

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Jaxon. It has taken me so long to write to you. I am tearing up just in the first sentence. Thank you so much for helping me to be so strong. I miss you so much and I wish that it could have been me instead of you. Everyday I wake up and I see pictures of you all around my room. Everything I own reminds me of you, I remember which things of mine were your favorite and you know how I could barely get dressed in the morning without your opinion first. I am so sorry that I have not written you sooner, but I know you understand. I am so excited to see you one day, I dream about you almost every night. Your Mom gave me back a good amount of the things I had made you over those 4 years, and looking at them and reading them brings back so many memories, we cared for each other so much and I want you to know just how much I love you. You always told me I could be whatever I want to be and so with your encouragment in mind I am going to be going to law school. I thank you for all the times we spent together and I know there will be more to come. I am so glad that we spent almost the whle Christmas break together, If I would have known it would have been the last time I would have ever seen you I would have spent every waking hour with you. I went snowmachining not to long ago, and like you I just go out and sit in the peace and think about you. I know how much you loved to just snowmachine, it relieved your stress. I remember you were having a hard time with things and you were just needing a break well you went snowmachining and life just seemed to get easier. You were doing so well with Hockey I remember you saying you felt like you could see the plays before they would happen, Jax you were on fire! I always loved watching you play hockey, I was your #1 Fan, did not miss a game in high school, I loved to watch you. I bet you are skating around on the clouds up in heaven. I will never forget "our hike" in hatchers, it was one we had been on many times, I am so excited to go up there this summer and sit on "our rock" that we always rested at. I miss you so much Jaxon and you have made me appreciat life so much more, your morals, and the way you lived life, I knew you better than anyone, we told each other everything and I am so glad that you knew you could tell me anything. I am sitting here looking at the ring you gave me and the words are staring me straight in the face- Love-thank you for showing me Love, I love you Jaxon. Please continue to help me everyday. I need to know that you are near. I have cried out to God many times in need of his strength to help me through the long hard days. I will write you again soon. Thank you again for our friendship and for being such a great person. Love always-Cass

Name: jacob
Email:
Date: Saturday, April 09, 2005

im his first cousin~

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hey jaxon, im so sad that we didnt get to have the chance to get to know and see eachother more, but whenever i was having a bad day and i would come home upset i could always get on the internet and chat with you. you always gave me the best advice ever it always helped me out so much.. thank you so much jaxon i love you and i will miss you so much.. you have made a huge impact on my life and you will live on forever in my heart! i love ya cuz!

Name: Steph Carr
Email: stephycarr@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, April 05, 2005

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BYU Friend

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Jaxon, We got to see your family last week at Jake's game...it was really good to see them. Your parents are amazing and your mom gave us the BEST hugs (We gave her an extra one for you)! We're all staying busy with school. Our semester is almost over, which is great. Jake has been coming over a lot...he shares a lot of stories about you, we love hearing them. He even got a stuffed animal for Lindsey that smells like your cologne...We love it! It reminds us of the first day we met!! We pray for you everyday...we miss you and love you! Love ya lots-Steph, Vanessa, and Lindsey

Name: Adi Hillis
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Date: Tuesday, April 05, 2005

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Well Jaxon, I spent the weekend with your family and mine. From having lunch to going to conference and walking around temple square I most definatly felt your presence. It was hard to say goodbye to them after a fun weekend together. As we were going to and from conference we saw many people protesting outside the doors and I just couldn't help but feel so sorry for them Jaxon, some people were laughing, some were mad but I just wanted to hug them. I mean dont get me wrong some of the things they were saying was hilarious, but for the most part I felt horrible for them. They say they are Christians, but yet they HATE us. And everyone knows LOVE is one of the first principals of Christianity. I remember when we used to ask each other these questions about life that we knew the other one wasnt going to know the anwser, but yet we still asked each other, and now you prolly do know the anwsers. :) I miss you kid. Im sure you are just having a blast doing missionary work and visiting old friends and family. Give "you know who" a huge hug for me! Make sure he knows even if I dont talk to him as often as I should I love him so much, and am so thankful for the sacrifice he made so that we could be together! Love you, Keep on smilin'

Name: Tiffany Jensen
Email: dancegirl323@msn.com
Date: Tuesday, April 05, 2005

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He is my first cousin

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Jaxon i love you so much i will miss you tuns! u are the cousin i will never forget! i lover you man!! luv tiffany jensen

Name: jacob
Email:
Date: Sunday, April 03, 2005

jaxon buddy i miss ya and this morning i wasnt in the greatest mood and i thought of you and you bring a smile to my face i love you buddy ROCK ON

Name: Emily Bolling
Email: emilybolling@yahoo.com
Date: Monday, March 28, 2005

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friend in school

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Jaxon- I am so happy to finally know about this website....Jake told me about it today when he called me out of the blue. I was so suprised to hear his voice and was grateful that he called me. It seems like your spirit has touched people in so many different ways that never would have happened if you were not taken from us. All the memories I have from you are so special to me and now I look at life in a different perspective. I try not to take my close loved ones for granted. I don't always abide by this but I feel that you have shown me to just live everyday with no sorrow or regret. You never did and to this day you are someone that I repect the most. You never gave in to peer pressure or cared what others would think of your decision. You always stood by your morals and that is something that I envied about you. You touched so many souls in countless ways which I am sure you never knew when you were here on earth. I love you Jaxon and I want to thank you for allowing me to feel your presence in my life. It is something that will never leave me and I hope to continue practicing what you have done.....by sticking to what I believe in and not subsiding to what others think. I know this is long but I never got to say goodbye or come to the funeral. It was very difficult for me to not be able to be there and see you one last time. But I know all my friends were there for me. I am sorry that I could not come but please know that I was there in spirit, just like I know that you are here with me in spirit. There is no one quite like you and your a special person that will live on forever and to which there is no end. I miss you very dearly but know you are very close to my heart. Love you sweetie and say hi to my uncle scott in heaven!!!! love you, Emily

Name: jacob
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Date: Monday, March 28, 2005

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jaxon last night i was at you place and after everyone left i was lookin at a pic of you with your parents. and i was just thinkin of all the not so smart things we used to do. and on my was to the airport i saw this little yota like my old on nad i just braught back so many memories i love you buddy ROCK ON

Name: Michael
Email: logan6@mtaonline.net
Date: Sunday, March 27, 2005

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I am his Father

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Jaxon, Today we recognize or Savior and King for his great sacrifice and glorious resurrection on our part. I know we have much to learn and you are sitting in the great councils learning from our Father in Heaven. Yesterday we had a large number of sisters, cousins, nieces, nephews, aunts and other inlaws and outlaws who came for an easter celebration. It was as you would remember it with great fun and food. We felt you close by as we enjoyed the love of family and friends. I now the little children missed you. I came up stairs to find three of them laying on their tummys looking at your pictures and talking about you. As I rose this morning and saw the ground covered with a beautiful layer of fresh snow I felt the cleansing power of the atonement. I know you are serving a mission many would love to serve. I am greatful you were ready when called. Happy Easter, LoveDad

Name: jacob
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Date: Sunday, March 27, 2005

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good friend

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well every day i miss you lots and lots. you were the most awesome friend to have. i always think back on memories we have together and get a huge smile on my face. i miss having my bestest buddy around, but the time i got to spend with you wouldn't ever be traded in for anything. love ya kid!

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Date: Thursday, March 24, 2005

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jax sense i saw this slide show for the first time everytime iver herd any of those song i just break down and after yesterday when i went and played hockey with the guys i found me self thinkin those words over and over again and now it puts a smile on my face. i love you buddy ROCK ON

Name: Darcy Logan
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Date: Monday, March 21, 2005

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His mom

good buddy

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Hey bud...I've been waiting for a good time to write you, today seems appropriate. In the last week I've really felt a peace inside, I really needed it. A lot of it has to do with how I can think of you and you seem so alive, so encouraging. I still think I see you all the time, there really are a lot of guys out there that look like you at a glance. I just think of it as a nice little reminder of my precious Jax. I'm gonna make you proud bud.

Name: Steph Carr
Email: stephycarr@hotmail.com
Date: Monday, March 21, 2005

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BYU Friend

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Name: Cortney Claeson
Email: cortney.claeson@gmail.com
Date: Wednesday, March 16, 2005

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I'm his big sis

Hey bud, I find myself thinking about you everyday. I went to see Kent play his last games in Boise this weekend...I caught myself thinking I saw you on the ice briefly from time to time, someone else on his team had your #11. I miss you hun your smile is so fresh in my memory still. When I need encouragment down here I just think of you, you inspire me to be a better person. I love you.

Name: Jared Anderson
Email:
Date: Thursday, March 10, 2005

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Hockey

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Correction, I made a mistake when I wrote my comment the first time, I play goalie for my team and I always liked competing against Jaxon, he was a tough player. I will miss seeing him on the ice.

Name: Jared Anderson
Email:
Date: Thursday, March 10, 2005

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Hockey

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Correction, I madea mistake, I play goalie for my team and I always liked competing against Jaxon, he was a tough player. I will miss seeing him on the ice.

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Date: Thursday, March 10, 2005

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Name: Jared Anderson
Email:
Date: Thursday, March 10, 2005

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Played against him

i dont know how many time dacry or chauri has made a batch of cookies on a friday night or saturday morning and they all be gone by noon the next on saturday.i remember jaxon and i would pick up a cookies take a bite and then put the cookie back and walk off and the next thing you knew there was a cuople dozen cookies with bites taken out of them. but they would all be gone soon enough. darcy 2 weekends ago chauri came down and braught some cookie dough and made me some cookies but the night befoer i was talkin to her roommate on msn and she had left for a second and they had there web cam on then about 5 mins later she said look what chauri making and i look and chauri is holding a pan full of cookies ready to go in the oven what a tease. i remember when i used to drop by and i some how always made it there right when the cookies are done or dinner was ready and i would look at jaxon and he would say you could her the cookies cooking couldnt ya and i would just smile and we laughed about it .i will never forget all the good memories i have about cookies and the logan family. jax i know that your probally laughin right now. i love you buddy ROCK ON

Name: Brooke Angel Beus
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Date: Tuesday, March 08, 2005

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A stake dance

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Dear Jaxon...i met a cool mormon guy at a stake dance...she said to her dad one day...and he was "hot" too...she only told that to her mom....i think Brooke and Jaxon are visiting one another often these days...he's helping her fight her way back to her family...he gives her strength and encouragement when she is weary and sad....I know he does...cause thats the kinda great guy he was and always will be...Hey Darcy...maybe i will make some chocolate chip cookies for my Brooke tomorrow too...she didnt like the chips either... we will all eat them in celebration of the great youth of these latter days....rock on....loved having you over tonight for dinner ...not only did i feel of your great spirits...i felt Jaxon's too...I love him and i feel as if he is a kindred spirit to me and my Brookie....I will talk to him tonight again....God bless you....remember...to enter into His Chamber..where you will find Him waiting reverently for you and hold you in His loving arms....peace be with you...sandy

Name: Darcy Logan
Email: logan6@mtaonline.net
Date: Tuesday, March 08, 2005

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I am Jaxon's mom

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Last week I made chocolate chip cookies. Jaxon loved chocolate chip cookies, but without the chocolate chips. So, I would make the cookie dough and after Jaxon and Jake and Jaxon's dad would take their spoon fulls, I would take some dough out and make a special batch just for Jaxon with one chocolate chip in the center of each cookie. I then would add chocolate chips to the rest of the dough. It became a habit ~ Jaxon always got his special cookies, because I liked them the same way. Well Jax, I made some cookies just the way you liked them. I will probably have to eat them myself, but I know you smiled as a stuck one chocolate chip in each cookie for you and me. I miss you son. We pray for you every night ~ still ~ because I know you are in preparation of great work. Love, you mom.

Name: jacob
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Date: Monday, March 07, 2005

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jaxon if it wasnt for you i wouldnt be were i am today id probally still be in high school ha. i love you buddy ROCK ON

Name: Haylee Fishback
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Date: Monday, March 07, 2005

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I never knew him very well, but through what I have always heard about Jaxon I really wish that I could have known him. The Logan family will always be in my prayers and I am sorry for your loss.

Name: Brittany
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Date: Saturday, March 05, 2005

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I really didn't, but my little brother played with him on the IceCats.

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I never knew Jaxon, but I was at the game the night that he passed away. I remember when I realized what was happening it felt so surreal and I felt so thoroughly scared. My brother went with the rest of the team to the hospital, and when he left I was just sobbing, in fear that Jaxon was lost. I told my brother to call me when they found out how he was. He called me at 3 in the morning, and it was very emotional for me when I was told he had passed away. I just kept thinking about how I would feel if it had been my brother...I wouldn't have known what to do. Thinking about the family that would be getting a call that they so suddenly and unexpectedly lost a son broke my heart. But as I've watched and read and heard about Jaxon's family and all the people that knew and loved him, I am so grateful that he had such a happy life with so many wonderful people around him. At every hockey game til the end of the season I would look at that poster they put in the rink that read "Rock On," knowing that he was smiling about it, wherever he is. I also remember watching as one of the Icecat coaches always carried Jaxon's jersey down to the locker room with the rest of the team during every intermission. He truly was valued and loved on that team, and that was such a great statement that they will never forget him. Though I didn't get the chance to meet him, I'm grateful for the lesson he taught us all: to live life to the fullest.

Name: Stephanie Carr
Email: stephycarr@hotmail.com
Date: Thursday, March 03, 2005

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BYU friend:)

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i love you buddy ROCK ON

Name: Keith Kenley
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Date: Tuesday, March 01, 2005

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One of my very closest friends

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Jaxon, My mission papers got sent in today. I've been thinking a lot about it today. It hurts remembering how we always talked about being in the MTC together and being able to relate to each other when we got home from our missions. It hasn't really impacted to me that i am actually going so soon until today when the papers got sent in. I know i will think about you everyday in the feild and that your memory and example will help me strive to be a better missionary. Till we meet again, Keith

Name: jacob
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Date: Monday, February 28, 2005

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jaxon life goes on and on and i miss you bud i still cany believe it i want you to know that ill always love you and youll always be in my heart i love you buddy ROCK ON

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Date: Sunday, February 27, 2005

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I was his coach....

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I see the men on this team almost everyday. We practice and work together, we sweat, we exhort each other. We fight, we laugh and we are there for each other in victory….and in defeat. Who amongst us could have ever imagined that of all the things that we share, that we would share that day? Jaxon was a great young man! He came to BYU for a purpose. He was a man of conviction in his beliefs and in his goals and it was obvious after coming to know him that nothing could deter him from accomplishing whatever it was that he wanted. Jaxon Logan was a quiet, friendly and outwardly easy-going guy that was well-liked by everyone on this team. He was sooooo coachable and receptive to advice from his teammates, whether about hockey, life at BYU, schoolwork, - you name it. I think, however, that he was the one handing out advice regarding girls….... But, underneath that exterior of the easy, sometimes impish grin, the bright, brown eyes and his friendly demeanor, burned the fire of a real competitor. He was constantly improving his game and was earning more and more playing time because of his talent and dedication. It was because of this, that he was on the ice that night, and very capably demonstrating his ability on the special team’s penalty-killing unit, when he was struck with the lethal blow of that slap shot that sent him into cardiac arrest. Several times in the past few days I’ve told myself that if I hadn’t played Jaxon at that moment, he would still be with us….. but then I always remember what his father told me Saturday morning when I met him at the airport, “He was doing what he loved to do!” We are stung by Jaxon’s death, though...the sting has begun to subside a little....but with each day we will begin to heal. We might carry a bruise, or a scar, but we WILL get better.

Name: jake
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Date: Wednesday, February 23, 2005

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best friend and like a brother to me

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Date: Tuesday, February 22, 2005

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OUR SON, ALVARO WAS STUDYING IN ALASKA, LIVING WITH LOGAN FAMILY.

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Name: JOSE L. HURTADO
Email: jlhurtado@toscares.com
Date: Tuesday, February 22, 2005

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Name: Sara
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Date: Monday, February 21, 2005

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Well, Jax... today is a month. I still think of you multiple times every day, I don't think that will ever fade. The tears are still plentiful, but have become less frequent... I miss you so much. Today I sent out yet more helmet stickers, this time to a little PeeWee team in Littleton, Colorado. I have now sent out over 3,000 helmet stickers with your beloved #11 on them. People from around North America are wearing them. When I send them out I ask people to please remember to strive for excellence both on and off the ice, just as Jaxon did. You are loved so much Jax. I know that I'm living every day a little bit better because of you. Just the other day we were talking about how in some crazy way there are so many tremendous blessings that have occured because of your experiance here with us. Don't get me wrong, I would give anything to have you back, but because of you so many people are hearing about the gospel, so many people are encouraged and strengthened every day when they think of you. I find myself talking to you throughout the day, telling you things that are happening. I believe you know it all already but it helps me talk to you, just like I did when you were here standing next to us. Miss you tons Jax, one month has seemed like forever............

Name: Britt
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Date: Monday, February 21, 2005

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Hey Jax, it has been a month, a very hard month. we love you and miss you so much! i am so grateful for Heavenly Fathers plan so i will be able to see you someday. I miss your smile! I love you! I know you are doing wonders! Love always and forever, Britt

Name: Heatha
Email: sportyshorty5@hotmail.com
Date: Monday, February 21, 2005

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school and choir buddies

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well jax, you're still on my msn list and i find myself always looking at your msn profile and always hoping one day you'll get online again and that i'll wake up to find this has all been just one big nightmare that didn't really happen, and that i'll still see you this summer passin' by me on fishhook road on my way to work throwin' up the "rock on" at me. this hasn't been easy to accept at all, but i know you are in the best of all places. can't wait to see you again. my prayers and thoughts are with jaxon's family, jaxon's closest of friends: jake, adi, cassie, laura, tylan, keith, hal, and so many, many others. best wishes - "heatha".

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I can recall spending every lunch in music area last school year. At least once a week after the first semester Jaxon and his friends, Skyler, Joel, and too many other for me to recall exactly who, would start singing in the music halls or where ever a piano was. More often that not, the sang old seamen's songs. What made that experience absolutely hilarious during lunch is that they the way the sang fit the songs to a "T", so to speak. The boys sounded like they were at pub and had knocked back one too many beers. It was a way for those around them to feel happy and laugh even on the most depressing of days. I want to give my condolences to the logan family and friends. I may not have"known" Jaxon, but he touched my heart. I also would like to say thank you to Cortney, whom I met jsut last night at the airport due to my grandmother's lost luggage. This world is truly small. Thank you for sending the letter with my grandmother's luggage. I'm glad that I could be of some help. ~KelseyAnn

Name: Ronna L Olsen
Email: ronnalbo@aol.com
Date: Sunday, February 20, 2005

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Jaxon is my special Nephew

He is one of my best guy friends

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Thank you for the time you spent with me. I love you so much. I am so grateful for the chance i had to learn and grow from you. You are an amazing guy. You have such a kind heart and compassionate spirit. Thank you for being who you are. I know that the Lord needed you more than we did...which must be a whole lot b/c we all miss and need you so much. I know that you left for a reason. You must be doing wonders up there in heaven! Jaxon, I love you so much. Thank you for all the fun we had together. You are so much fun. Red Bull definitely gives you wings! And yes we all know that you love Enya and can sing to all the songs. I am going to work so hard so that I can see you in heaven someday. I want to live my life in order to be able to see you. I know you are up there watching us. I love you so much! Jaxon, you taught me so many things. I will never forget you. The short time i had with you will always be treasured. You will forever be in my heart. Thank you for showing me courage and strength. Thank you for showing me compassion and love. Thank you for the spirit you brought to our group. Thank you for your personality and your contributions. I love you so much. Thank you for encouraging us all to do our best! 115%!

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Date: Monday, February 14, 2005

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i love you buddy

Name: Jessica Stewart
Email: arieltunes@yahoo.com
Date: Sunday, February 13, 2005

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He was one of my best guy friends

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Jaxon was one of the nicest guys that I have ever met...and especially one of the nicest guy friends that I've ever had. He was the guy you could talk to, laugh with, and just have fun being around. He was just an all around great guy. It was Me, Meg, and Brit, and then Ry, Nate, Lee, and Jax. We had so much fun....especially when Jaxon was on Red Bull. I remember one night when he was on Red Bull...he was soooo hyper! He was going crazy....stuffing pillows in his shirt and acting like he was pregnant...etc. etc. etc. I told him that I'd work him in wrestling (I was joking) but he said that I was full of it. So....of course...we wrestled because he just had to show me that he would win lol. Well...I think Jaxon did win in the end, but it was a close match. And he never did actually pin me. I'm taller than him, but he had a lot of Red Bull...and he's a pretty strong kid. Jaxon was like a brother to me. He always noticed when something was wrong, and he was always the first of my guy friends to ask how I was doing, or see if I wanted to talk. He was just one of the all-around best people that I have ever know. He gave everything his all, and I think he succeeded at life. I feel priviledged to have even known him. I'm so grateful for the time that I had with him...hanging out with all of us. Rest In Peace Jax...I'll see you soon enough. Until then, good luck with all of the work you are doing up there...I know you'll give it 110 %. Miss you.

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Jaxon was the type of kid that would do anything for anyone; he was the type of kid that always had a smile and a twinkle in his eye. His love for his family, friends, fellow students, and teammates can’t be explained through words. He was, and is a kid that leads by example. Although he is missed by many, many more are rejoicing because of his return. My friend, our friend has returned to a heavenly place. I see him hitting the ice with both feet flying, blinding speed and quick movements as he deeks around the defenders caught flat footed by his moves, with a quick wrist shot to the upper left corner he lights up the net burying the puck deep into the net, as the crowd of heavenly hosts erupt into a thundering cheer, he circles the net with his arms in the air and stick pointing skyward, his back with a shining number 11 and his front view with a golden BYU Ice cat, with a smile from ear to ear and a twinkle in his eye! He is mobbed by his Heavenly teammates who welcome the new forward on the starting line. They will be there for him now as we are there for him; they will teach him the game in the hereafter and prepare him with the final preparations for his mission in a Heavenly sphere in the eternities this Coming May. Jaxon, number 11, son, brother, team mate, friend we love you, we miss you, we know your ok, we will see you again when the Lord Calls us to be on his team. In the meantime take care, help us, inspire us in this life, inspire us to be the best we can be, to be faithful and prepared as we face life without your earthly presence. You will not be forgotten, until we meet again. Jaxon, I will love you always my friend. love, Ryan